Riley has been sick for the past few days. Fever, congestion, serious crankies. I've had to get up with him in the night to administer Motrin and offer him something to drink. Poor baby. So far, Maddie is OK, and so am I, and Riley seems to be on the mend. Poor little man.
My mom left yesterday. I miss her.
I have a lot to do at work today, none of it interesting. Of course, I might be home with a sick baby; we'll see how he's doing when he wakes up.
Between a sick wee one, my mom leaving, and the dullness that is work combined with the dullness that it my mind these days, I'm feeling tapped out. I'm consumed by fantasies of quitting my job and thoughts of how that could be a realistic option. (So far, it's not.) I need to start making the serious plans for John's memorial. I need to organize first birthday pictures. I'm just out of energy all of a sudden.
Halfmama tagged me and someone else tagged me for a different meme a while ago—I have not forgotten, but have been unmotivated, as this post indicates. Thanks for both tags. I actually love to be tagged. Hopefully the tags will pull me out of my rut. I'll try to get to them this week.
If anyone finds my motivation out there somewhere, please send it back to me, OK? COD is fine, but please use express mail.