For the past week or so, GH has had a lot of weird medical issues (cancer aside). His stomach has been bothering him--he'll feel queasy, or even vomit, or have stomach pain. He has rashes everywhere. He has an infected hair follicle. His back hurts. His platelets remian stubbornly low.
It's hard not to feel like this is related to the cancer, that the cancer is getting out of control, taking over his body, trying to shut him down. It's really scary.
I have this horrible feeling like he's slipping away from me, that I can't hold on. There have been a lot of tears these past few days. My temper is short. I have no time for anyone's complaints but my own.